I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

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I Was Supposed To Have A Baby (IWSTHAB) is an online platform that supports Jewish individuals and families who are struggling to have a baby. We provide a supportive space for those dealing with infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, and those exploring surrogacy and adoption.

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My Passover Miscarriage [Re-Release]

My Passover Miscarriage [Re-Release] I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

33 views - 2 weeks ago

198. Balancing Roles & Expectations: Father’s Surrogacy Story with Samuel Konig, Aliza Abrams-Konig

198. Balancing Roles & Expectations: Father’s Surrogacy Story with Samuel Konig, Aliza Abrams-Konig I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

78 views - 3 weeks ago

197. Carrying for Family: A Cousin’s Gift of Surrogacy with Andrea Syrtash, Elana Syrtash-Ochs

197. Carrying for Family: A Cousin’s Gift of Surrogacy with Andrea Syrtash, Elana Syrtash-Ochs I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

72 views - 4 weeks ago

Episode 196. Not the After, the During: Telling the Truth From Inside Pregnancy After Loss

Episode 196. Not the After, the During: Telling the Truth From Inside Pregnancy After Loss I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

359 views - 1 month ago

How To Survive Purim with Dr. Romy Schulman [Re-Release]

How To Survive Purim with Dr. Romy Schulman [Re-Release] I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

73 views - 1 month ago

Episode 195. When the Plan Changes: From Fertility Treatments to Adoption

Episode 195. When the Plan Changes: From Fertility Treatments to Adoption I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

73 views - 1 month ago

Episode 194. Balancing Loss and Life: Navigating Pregnancy, Healing, and Parenthood

Episode 194. Balancing Loss and Life: Navigating Pregnancy, Healing, and Parenthood I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

102 views - 1 month ago

Episode 193. Not Broken, Just Wired Differently: The Quiet Fertility Struggle No One Talks About

Episode 193. Not Broken, Just Wired Differently: The Quiet Fertility Struggle No One Talks About I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

76 views - 1 month ago

Episode 192. Adoption, Transparency, and Trust: Pamela Krooth’s Story (Part Two)

Episode 192. Adoption, Transparency, and Trust: Pamela Krooth’s Story (Part Two) I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

84 views - 3 months ago

191.Nothing About This Was Simple: Miscarriage, Pregnancy After Loss Anxiety, and Finding Community

191.Nothing About This Was Simple: Miscarriage, Pregnancy After Loss Anxiety, and Finding Community I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

158 views - 3 months ago

Tamar and Giddy, Episode 190 Clip

Tamar and Giddy, Episode 190 Clip I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

96 views - 4 months ago

Episode 190. When the Waiting Becomes the Story

Episode 190. When the Waiting Becomes the Story I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

320 views - 4 months ago

Episode 189. BRCA: Understanding Risk and Reclaiming Control (in partnership with JScreen)

Episode 189. BRCA: Understanding Risk and Reclaiming Control (in partnership with JScreen) I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

37 views - 4 months ago

Episode 187. Two Voices. Three Miscarriages. One Miraculous Ending

Episode 187. Two Voices. Three Miscarriages. One Miraculous Ending I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

333 views - 5 months ago

Episode 186. Grief Without a Funeral: Emergency Hysterectomy and Reproductive Trauma

Episode 186. Grief Without a Funeral: Emergency Hysterectomy and Reproductive Trauma I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

125 views - 5 months ago

185. It’s Not Just Her: Male Factor Fertility and Genetics Uncovered

185. It’s Not Just Her: Male Factor Fertility and Genetics Uncovered I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

81 views - 5 months ago

184. Racing Time, Holding Hope: The Ups and Downs of a BRCA+ Fertility Journey with Briana Felsen

184. Racing Time, Holding Hope: The Ups and Downs of a BRCA+ Fertility Journey with Briana Felsen I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

120 views - 5 months ago

183. When the Rabbi Is Also the Mourner: A Conversation with Rabbi Elon Soniker About His Son, Uriel

183. When the Rabbi Is Also the Mourner: A Conversation with Rabbi Elon Soniker About His Son, Uriel I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

295 views - 5 months ago

182. Thirty Years Later: Grieving, Remembering, and Living After SIDS with Jami Nelson

182. Thirty Years Later: Grieving, Remembering, and Living After SIDS with Jami Nelson I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

113 views - 5 months ago

181. When Hope Feels Hard with Rabbi Karen Perolman and Rabbi Danny Stein

181. When Hope Feels Hard with Rabbi Karen Perolman and Rabbi Danny Stein I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

131 views - 6 months ago

180. Raw, Honest, and Still Struggling with Chavie Bruk

180. Raw, Honest, and Still Struggling with Chavie Bruk I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

300 views - 6 months ago

179. Seen and Remembered: Making Space for Everyone This High Holiday Season Rabbi Yisrael Motzen

179. Seen and Remembered: Making Space for Everyone This High Holiday Season Rabbi Yisrael Motzen I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

80 views - 7 months ago

178. Finding Strength in Unwritten Chapters with Rachel Honeyman, Tzipora Grodko and Peri Lyman

178. Finding Strength in Unwritten Chapters with Rachel Honeyman, Tzipora Grodko and Peri Lyman I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

464 views - 7 months ago

177. Navigating Pregnancy After Loss with Taliya Corbett

177. Navigating Pregnancy After Loss with Taliya Corbett I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

155 views - 8 months ago

176. Modern Jewish Dating Meets Fertility with Aleeza Ben Shalom

176. Modern Jewish Dating Meets Fertility with Aleeza Ben Shalom I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

226 views - 8 months ago

175. "I Will Always Be Someone Who Lost Her Twins" an Anonymous TFMR story

175. "I Will Always Be Someone Who Lost Her Twins" an Anonymous TFMR story I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

316 views - 8 months ago

174. This Wasn’t How It Was Supposed to Go with Julia Makowsky

174. This Wasn’t How It Was Supposed to Go with Julia Makowsky I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

438 views - 8 months ago

173. Stillbirth and Still Standing: Sarah Guigue’s Story

173. Stillbirth and Still Standing: Sarah Guigue’s Story I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

1.8K views - 8 months ago

172. Surrendering: Bianca Jade’s Story of Fertility, Faith, and Finding Herself

172. Surrendering: Bianca Jade’s Story of Fertility, Faith, and Finding Herself I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

176 views - 8 months ago

We will never leave you on read: IWSTHAB Campaign 2025

We will never leave you on read: IWSTHAB Campaign 2025 I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

247 views - 9 months ago

171. The Silent Half: Why His Mental Health Matters with Michael Neuman, LCSW

171. The Silent Half: Why His Mental Health Matters with Michael Neuman, LCSW I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

104 views - 9 months ago

169. This Wasn’t the Plan: Choosing Motherhood on My Own with Jordana Brown

169. This Wasn’t the Plan: Choosing Motherhood on My Own with Jordana Brown I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

449 views - 11 months ago

168. Second Chances, Sacred Choices: A Fertility Story of Love and Genetics with Sarah Ickovitz

168. Second Chances, Sacred Choices: A Fertility Story of Love and Genetics with Sarah Ickovitz I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

360 views - 11 months ago

167. “Normalize It” with Dr Jessica Zucker

167. “Normalize It” with Dr Jessica Zucker I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

104 views - 11 months ago

166. Fragile X Syndrome: A Silent Factor in Infertility

166. Fragile X Syndrome: A Silent Factor in Infertility I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

141 views - 11 months ago

165. Fill Your Cup with Shirel Korobkin

165. Fill Your Cup with Shirel Korobkin I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

112 views - 1 year ago

164. At The End Of My Rope: My Hysterectomy Story with Chaya Kasten

164. At The End Of My Rope: My Hysterectomy Story with Chaya Kasten I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

177 views - 1 year ago

162. From Heartbreak to Hope: My Surrogacy Journey with Carly Joseph

162. From Heartbreak to Hope: My Surrogacy Journey with Carly Joseph I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

137 views - 1 year ago

161. Surrogacy Unfiltered: Everything You Wanted to Know (but were afraid to ask) with Aliza Konig

161. Surrogacy Unfiltered: Everything You Wanted to Know (but were afraid to ask) with Aliza Konig I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

236 views - 1 year ago

163. Turning Pain into Purpose with Chaya Hott

163. Turning Pain into Purpose with Chaya Hott I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

97 views - 1 year ago

160. Finding Calm in the Chaos with Dr Aliza Ancier

160. Finding Calm in the Chaos with Dr Aliza Ancier I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

71 views - 1 year ago

159. Speaking the Unspoken - A TFMR Story with Rachel Polans, MS, CGC

159. Speaking the Unspoken - A TFMR Story with Rachel Polans, MS, CGC I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

203 views - 1 year ago

158. A Decision I Never Imagined: An Anonymous TFMR Story

158. A Decision I Never Imagined: An Anonymous TFMR Story I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

94 views - 1 year ago

157. Introduction to Genetics and Fertility

157. Introduction to Genetics and Fertility I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

161 views - 1 year ago

156. My “Miracle” Baby After 14 Years with Chani Melamed

156. My “Miracle” Baby After 14 Years with Chani Melamed I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

938 views - 1 year ago

155. From Ambivalence to Joy Miscarriage and Pregnancy After Loss with Shira Collings

155. From Ambivalence to Joy Miscarriage and Pregnancy After Loss with Shira Collings I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

128 views - 1 year ago

154. Becoming A Single Mother By Choice Part 2 with Michelle (Malka) Grunstein

154. Becoming A Single Mother By Choice Part 2 with Michelle (Malka) Grunstein I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

352 views - 1 year ago

153. Think Before You Speak The Stigma of Having Only One Child with Sharon Cabelly

153. Think Before You Speak The Stigma of Having Only One Child with Sharon Cabelly I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

688 views - 1 year ago

152. Navigating the Challenge of Secondary Infertility with Nechamie Stefansky

152. Navigating the Challenge of Secondary Infertility with Nechamie Stefansky I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

240 views - 1 year ago

151. The “Value” Of A Fertility Journey: What The Torah Has To Say with Hadassah Shemtov

151. The “Value” Of A Fertility Journey: What The Torah Has To Say with Hadassah Shemtov I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

129 views - 1 year ago

148. From Choice to Calling The Journey to Becoming a Single Mother By Choice with Ellie Levi

148. From Choice to Calling The Journey to Becoming a Single Mother By Choice with Ellie Levi I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

509 views - 1 year ago

150. Journeying to Becoming a Solo Mom By Choice with Michelle: (Malka) Grunstein

150. Journeying to Becoming a Solo Mom By Choice with Michelle: (Malka) Grunstein I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

432 views - 1 year ago

149. Reimagining Parenthood with Rachel Shanken

149. Reimagining Parenthood with Rachel Shanken I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

91 views - 1 year ago

147.Navigating the pain and grief: A story of primary infertility and infant loss with Elissa Felder

147.Navigating the pain and grief: A story of primary infertility and infant loss with Elissa Felder I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

205 views - 1 year ago

146. Infertility, Miscarriage and Grief Against The Backdrop of 10/7 w Shirel Korobkin & Shani Kay

146. Infertility, Miscarriage and Grief Against The Backdrop of 10/7 w Shirel Korobkin & Shani Kay I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

184 views - 1 year ago

145. Exploring the Emotions of the Struggle to Have A Baby with Aliza Tropper, LMHC

145. Exploring the Emotions of the Struggle to Have A Baby with Aliza Tropper, LMHC I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

123 views - 1 year ago

143. Busting Myths Around Treatment Options Before, During & After Pregnancy with Esther Rollhaus,MD

143. Busting Myths Around Treatment Options Before, During & After Pregnancy with Esther Rollhaus,MD I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

118 views - 1 year ago

142. Infertility, Trauma, Grief, Addiction, and Endometriosis with Rachel Daar Cohen

142. Infertility, Trauma, Grief, Addiction, and Endometriosis with Rachel Daar Cohen I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

142 views - 1 year ago

141. Pain Doesn’t End…or Does it? with Chavie Bruk

141. Pain Doesn’t End…or Does it? with Chavie Bruk I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

260 views - 1 year ago

140. I'm Not a Grandmother and I'm Perfectly Fine with Peri Lyman

140. I'm Not a Grandmother and I'm Perfectly Fine with Peri Lyman I Was Supposed to Have a Baby

147 views - 1 year ago