I was once just a cat who was vibrant and new who had the whole word to discover I was always cheerful waiting for the day I could eventually leave the house, Years went by when I slowly realized that my dad beating me and my mom senselessly with his male paws everyday wasn't normal, she was tied up and her lips always sealed so she and I couldn't escape and she would never tell me the truth since she wanted me to know it was normal so i didn't get corrupted to the violence, besides if she spoke out she would have gotten another beating or even worse than the daily raping stabbed on cam for money so other sick cats could jack their meat to it. It is at this moment that I realized that everything in my life was I lie I left my home I began taking up smoking and doing odd jobs gardening and baby sitting to pay for my smoking addiction. I finally realized i was depressed cat hence were i got my channel name from, now I make cancer videos so people can endure the pain i had to suffer.