IridescenceTheRadical

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A raw personal look at the early stages of discovering being multiple from perspective of everyone in the system Not educational but more of a social reality description of themes of self denial, self discovery and just daily living with being multiple people.

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Rather be Known as a Radical Poet than an Educated Professional | DID// PTSD Flashback Reflection

Rather be Known as a Radical Poet than an Educated Professional | DID// PTSD Flashback Reflection IridescenceTheRadical

20 views - 7 months ago

Throw Away Video on Gender and Systemhood 🎱 | DID

Throw Away Video on Gender and Systemhood 🎱 | DID IridescenceTheRadical

42 views - 8 months ago

Is my Disorder My Identity/ Am I A New Host? 🌊 | Dissociative Identity Disorder

Is my Disorder My Identity/ Am I A New Host? 🌊 | Dissociative Identity Disorder IridescenceTheRadical

30 views - 9 months ago

Am I Seeping into Psychosis | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊

Am I Seeping into Psychosis | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

35 views - 9 months ago

This Video is Chaotic | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🃏

This Video is Chaotic | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🃏 IridescenceTheRadical

28 views - 9 months ago

Our Doctor Said He was Wrong and We Were Right | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊

Our Doctor Said He was Wrong and We Were Right | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

59 views - 9 months ago

We're Officially A Diagnosed System | DID 🕷️

We're Officially A Diagnosed System | DID 🕷️ IridescenceTheRadical

76 views - 9 months ago

Go Through Our Art Journal With Me | DID (!!TRIGGER WARNING!! Suicidalization & CSA) 🌊

Go Through Our Art Journal With Me | DID (!!TRIGGER WARNING!! Suicidalization & CSA) 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

20 views - 10 months ago

Low Mood While Gaining System Communication | DID 🌊

Low Mood While Gaining System Communication | DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

14 views - 10 months ago

I Remembered My Abuse | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊

I Remembered My Abuse | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

41 views - 10 months ago

Am I Faking My Illness? DID | Throw Away Video 🌊

Am I Faking My Illness? DID | Throw Away Video 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

44 views - 10 months ago

Being Scared to Sleep | DID 🌊

Being Scared to Sleep | DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

28 views - 10 months ago

Gender Dysphoria as an Alter & Seamless Switching| DID 🧚🏽

Gender Dysphoria as an Alter & Seamless Switching| DID 🧚🏽 IridescenceTheRadical

75 views - 10 months ago

I Think I’m Having Flashbacks | DID 🌊

I Think I’m Having Flashbacks | DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

62 views - 10 months ago

I Don’t Want to Die I Just Want the Pain to Stop | Multiplicity 🌊

I Don’t Want to Die I Just Want the Pain to Stop | Multiplicity 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

22 views - 10 months ago

Reflection on CSA and Not Being Able to Remove Abuser From Our Lives | DID 🌊

Reflection on CSA and Not Being Able to Remove Abuser From Our Lives | DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

60 views - 10 months ago

Feeling Ashamed of Our DID 🌊

Feeling Ashamed of Our DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

19 views - 10 months ago

Little Builds Lego As Grounding Technique | DID 🌸

Little Builds Lego As Grounding Technique | DID 🌸 IridescenceTheRadical

13 views - 10 months ago

What Dissociation Feels Like In Our System | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊

What Dissociation Feels Like In Our System | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

27 views - 10 months ago

Why We Won’t Talk About Our OCD Anymore | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🃏

Why We Won’t Talk About Our OCD Anymore | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🃏 IridescenceTheRadical

24 views - 10 months ago

Understanding How My Brain Processes Trauma Better | DID 🌊

Understanding How My Brain Processes Trauma Better | DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

33 views - 10 months ago

2nd Trauma Appointment & Am I Hearing My Alters? | DID 🌊

2nd Trauma Appointment & Am I Hearing My Alters? | DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

18 views - 11 months ago

Losing Awareness Within Our Systemhood | Dissociative Identity Disorder DID

Losing Awareness Within Our Systemhood | Dissociative Identity Disorder DID IridescenceTheRadical

29 views - 11 months ago

Montrell Gets Trauma Trigger | Alter in DID System 💵

Montrell Gets Trauma Trigger | Alter in DID System 💵 IridescenceTheRadical

21 views - 11 months ago

Would We be Able to Ever Retain Memories? ⚰️| Dissociative Identity Disorder DID

Would We be Able to Ever Retain Memories? ⚰️| Dissociative Identity Disorder DID IridescenceTheRadical

26 views - 11 months ago

Where Have I Been? Brielle 🧚🏾 | Alter in Dissociative Identity Disorder System

Where Have I Been? Brielle 🧚🏾 | Alter in Dissociative Identity Disorder System IridescenceTheRadical

24 views - 1 year ago

Car Update | DID System 🌊

Car Update | DID System 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

25 views - 1 year ago

Discussing Trauma Therapy Appointment- Dissociative Identity Disorder DID 🌊

Discussing Trauma Therapy Appointment- Dissociative Identity Disorder DID 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

23 views - 1 year ago

I Got to Where I Want to be in Life Despite Having Dissociative Identities Disorder River 🌊

I Got to Where I Want to be in Life Despite Having Dissociative Identities Disorder River 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

15 views - 1 year ago

Grief is weird River 🌊 & Derek 🃏 | DID System

Grief is weird River 🌊 & Derek 🃏 | DID System IridescenceTheRadical

18 views - 1 year ago

Lilliana (little) talks about abuser | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌸

Lilliana (little) talks about abuser | Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌸 IridescenceTheRadical

46 views - 1 year ago

DID System Suicidal Idealization | Unable to move 🌊

DID System Suicidal Idealization | Unable to move 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

24 views - 1 year ago

Boring Video of Trauma Triggered DID System 🌊

Boring Video of Trauma Triggered DID System 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

86 views - 1 year ago

Self Sabotage & Communication 🧚🏽

Self Sabotage & Communication 🧚🏽 IridescenceTheRadical

25 views - 1 year ago

I’ve Given Up on Trying to Make Videos- Derek 🃏| Dissociative Identity Disorder/ DID OSDD

I’ve Given Up on Trying to Make Videos- Derek 🃏| Dissociative Identity Disorder/ DID OSDD IridescenceTheRadical

43 views - 1 year ago

I think I’m feeling better 🌊

I think I’m feeling better 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

17 views - 1 year ago

Dissociative Identity Disorder- CSA, Persecutors and, Victim Blaming 🌊

Dissociative Identity Disorder- CSA, Persecutors and, Victim Blaming 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

44 views - 1 year ago

Going to Tell Host’s Mom I’m an Alter 💵

Going to Tell Host’s Mom I’m an Alter 💵 IridescenceTheRadical

25 views - 1 year ago

Alters Opinion on Body’s Mental Health Crisis 📋

Alters Opinion on Body’s Mental Health Crisis 📋 IridescenceTheRadical

30 views - 1 year ago

How we Hear Each Other in our System 🧚🏽

How we Hear Each Other in our System 🧚🏽 IridescenceTheRadical

31 views - 1 year ago

Montrell Throw Away Video- DID 💵

Montrell Throw Away Video- DID 💵 IridescenceTheRadical

27 views - 1 year ago

Reflection on Suicidal Urges- Dissociative Identity Disorder/ BPD 🌊

Reflection on Suicidal Urges- Dissociative Identity Disorder/ BPD 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

27 views - 1 year ago

Suicidal Urges | TRIGGER WARNING SUICIDAL IDEALIZATION- Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊

Suicidal Urges | TRIGGER WARNING SUICIDAL IDEALIZATION- Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

27 views - 1 year ago

Reflection After Attempt on Life - Throw Away Video 🌊

Reflection After Attempt on Life - Throw Away Video 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

38 views - 1 year ago

Being Suicidal with Dissociative Identity Disorder | TRIGGER WARNING SUICIDAL IDEALIZATION

Being Suicidal with Dissociative Identity Disorder | TRIGGER WARNING SUICIDAL IDEALIZATION IridescenceTheRadical

24 views - 1 year ago

Delusion of Grandiose- Psychosis

Delusion of Grandiose- Psychosis IridescenceTheRadical

70 views - 1 year ago

Filmed Myself While in a Dissociated Catatonic State- Dissociative Identify Disorder | Trigger CSA

Filmed Myself While in a Dissociated Catatonic State- Dissociative Identify Disorder | Trigger CSA IridescenceTheRadical

26 views - 1 year ago

Reading Old Journal Entry's From When I First Discovered Having Dissociative Identity Disorder

Reading Old Journal Entry's From When I First Discovered Having Dissociative Identity Disorder IridescenceTheRadical

54 views - 1 year ago

Passive Influence- Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊

Passive Influence- Dissociative Identity Disorder 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

50 views - 1 year ago

How Psychosis Manifests in My Life 🌊

How Psychosis Manifests in My Life 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

13 views - 1 year ago

How Depression Manifests in My Life 🌊

How Depression Manifests in My Life 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

14 views - 1 year ago

How BPD Manifests in My Life 🌊

How BPD Manifests in My Life 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

11 views - 1 year ago

How DID Manifests in My Life 🌊

How DID Manifests in My Life 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

16 views - 1 year ago

Invisible Self Harming | DID System 🌊

Invisible Self Harming | DID System 🌊 IridescenceTheRadical

16 views - 1 year ago

Damien Talks About Trauma Processing- DID System ⚰️

Damien Talks About Trauma Processing- DID System ⚰️ IridescenceTheRadical

14 views - 1 year ago

DID and Lack of Identity with BPD- Host Perspective

DID and Lack of Identity with BPD- Host Perspective IridescenceTheRadical

32 views - 1 year ago

Alter Realized He’s an Alter While Filming 🎃

Alter Realized He’s an Alter While Filming 🎃 IridescenceTheRadical

20 views - 1 year ago

Little in DID System Shows Off Toy Collection 🚀

Little in DID System Shows Off Toy Collection 🚀 IridescenceTheRadical

36 views - 1 year ago

Accepting being a system from the perspective of an alter DID/ OSDD

Accepting being a system from the perspective of an alter DID/ OSDD IridescenceTheRadical

65 views - 1 year ago

Clinical Progress to Getting Diagnosed 🕷️

Clinical Progress to Getting Diagnosed 🕷️ IridescenceTheRadical

42 views - 1 year ago