ash*affective

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ashei ash ashes ; im getting over myself with this channel by posting whatever whenever with a focus on being genuine as to not lose myself, this is for me; some videos are practice to edit for fun and for the hell of it, some videos will be my personal void to let myself fall into for some moments , sometimes i post that kind of material online as a way of pseudo exposure therapy, if anyone with access to the internet can catch me whilst being human, whilst being vulnerable, then surely i haven't closed myself off and im still here, i cant ever let that happen again;feeling nothing ever because my brain set up a defense mechanism invisible to itself, i cant ever let that happen again because i love loving ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// odysee.com/@asheilovesloving videos available on odysee i perfer she/they but im alright with any pronouns 🤍